SO. I was thinking today about a bunch of stuff. Whether this be for myself, so be it, or if anyone else reads it, no fucks will be given. 


1: I seriously adore Michael Phelps, and any swimmer for that matter (especially Ryan Lochte). I admire their dedication to be in the water that long, for obvious reasons, and for maintaining that kind of physiq. It's obviously not that hard for guys, but all swimmers have rockin' bodies. While I like to think that I'm a fish sometimes, I do not, however, have a rockin' body. 


2: I always seem to notice the nitty gritty about people. I'm a people watcher, and working in a high traffic store was PROBABLY not the best idea, being I judge almost everyone that comes through my line. I always happen to see bigger girls with either a) really ugly guys or b) rather large guys. Now I know the balance of power and yada yada, but my boyfriend is skinny and attractive, and while I like to think I'm attractive, I'm on the other side of skinny that people hate. I always think to myself as to why he's with me, and who in the world would want to be with someone like me. This girl at work goes "but you're pretty." I'm not gorgeous, by any means, so I want an explanation. BUT I can't get my explanantion because my boyfriend's gone. Not to mention he asked his MOTHER if I was exercising, and it really upset me, so I guess that's why my mind has been on this subject a lot because I'm upset. 


3: Why people are even thinking about voting for Obama again. Didn't we learn our lesson the first time? He has done nothing for our country, and the only reason that he got elected was because "he was black." He's barely black, for one stance. For two, we don't even think he was born here. He can't produce a birth certificate or a social security number under his name, and nobody cares? He could be a terrorist, and yet "nobody cares where he came from." Oh. Okay. He can go die in hell, ok bye.


4: Fucking food stamps. Some people use them wisely, and I understand that, but then there are the niggers, literal ones, that come in and buy half of the store. It'll be items such as Ramen, shrimp, crab legs, French Fries, Banquet chicken, ice cream, cream puffs, and a literal SHITLOAD of soda. I don't think that you need any of those things for your survival, whenever there's people living off of goods out of a garden and canned goods because that's all they can afford. While 86% of the people that come through the line with food stamps are black, 12% are white trash and 2% are people who get things that are manageable. I work with a lady and a daughter who get food stamps. The girl is going to the college I am attending in the fall, and the lady was bitching about how expensive college was, and then proceeded to tell me that she pays off the entire school year so her daughte wouldn't have to. That's because she pays 5,000 for her child's college, assumptionally told by her daughter, but the bitch works at walmart, so she probably has like 150 a month payments. NOW I WISH MY COLLEGE WAS THAT CHEAP. My parents don't have stellar jobs, BUT THEY HAVE JOBS, and I got 5,500 from FAFSA. In loans. NO grants, nothing. I know that girl didn't apply for any scholarships, because all she did in college was get drunk and informed me about how dumb as a stick she was... So I'd really like the lower income people to be made to pay the fcking same I do for college. Just because my parents aren't trashy, I get to pay almost all of my college back. Thanks, Obama. I'm middle class, and I'm not fucking prospering. BUT MY RANT ABOUT FOOD STAMPS STILL STANDS. Maybe where I live just passes them out like candy, but my sister couldn't get them and in her defense, she probably needed them. Her and her boyfriend had lost their jobs due to the business closing, she had JUST had a new baby, and two other kids. They were overqualified. I REST MY CASE, BITCHES.


5: Why everyone my age wants to get fucking married. I'm sorry, but after you've been dating 6 months, I don't think that means to just jump on the bandwagon and a) get pregnant or b) get married. This girl I went to high school with is getting married to her boyfriend of NOW seven months, and I'm 97% sure that her ring is fake. It's probably the size of a quarter, and her boyfriend does nothing for his life. K. I've been dating my boyfriend for seven months, and do you see me jumping on the bandwagon?! No. Because I'm not a fucking dipshit. AND I UNDERSTAND WITH THE BABIES PART THAT ACCIDENTS HAPPEN, but there's a 16 year old couple in our town that's having their 3rd baby. What a gr8 way to spend my tax money on your free housing and food stamps and daycare. Crackers. 


ugh. Today I'm just pissed, and have a headache, and I don't like vodka. kbye.