I don't know if I should be happy or sad at the current moment. Sometimes I'm happy, but most of the time I worry too much for my own good to be happy. LIKE RIGHT NOW.
School has been horrendous the past couple of days. I have two legitimate classes: Choir and Yearbook. Every other class I have either hasn't started, or is only three days a week. This leaves me a TON of time to get used to my lovely classmates after I just forgot how wonderful they were over Christmas break--not.
So after getting over the miserableness of school and only being there for half of the day, everyday but today, I've had other things to entertain me. Yesterday was a Thursday (which are shitty at school, anyways) and I left at 12 to go watch my little nephew. He fell asleep on me right after his mommy left at about 12:30, and she didn't come back until 3, in which he had just woke up. It was a great, MUCH NEEDED nap, to say the least.
After I took my amazing little nap right there...I went to work. I saw more cute little children at work since the owner had her grandkids in here. One of them was a little shy because she hates people, but the other was this adorable little child who I admire a lot. After I got off of work, I went to go to my boyfriend's house in which I was instructed to "hurry up because dinner was almost ready." OF COURSE I thought his dad was cooking like last time, but whenever I walked through the door, he was running around the kitchen freaking out if something was overcooked or not. It was so cute. It made him look like a little house daddy. Although, I guess he IS a daddy, so I can't really say anything along those lines.
The night ended with me crying, him crying, and all this stupid stuff because of some stupid girl. He held me while I cried, and it just made me fall even more. But right now, and I guess my worrying is getting the best of me, I feel all worthless and useless. BUT OF COURSE, every person has to go without talking to their boyfriend/girlfriend/lover every once in awhile. So I'm sucking it up because I know he's not like that...or I'm hoping he isn't like that. He always says he isn't...but whenever he gave me his Facebook password, of course that gave me the right to snoop ;).