So I haven't done one of these in almost a month, and it seems like I only do them whenever I have nothing better to do, or am extremely upset. Right now, it's a bit of a mixture of the both. Although I guess I COULD be studying for my college history final tomorrow (which I'm going to fail epically, by the way) but I forgot my book in my locker, which I'm going to have to get eventually.
Within the time frame of whatever has been happening at the time, it's all went downhill from there. Of course, everyone's life is like a rollercoaster and is going to have some ups, but mine, just mostly has downs. (And would be the most boring roller coaster ever, I am aware.)
I work everyday (well, all but two days, but still.) It gets really tiring working until 10:30, or past, and then having to study and do whatever I didn't get done that night. Of course, I know "it's my choice," but it's not quite my choice whenever it wasn't what I had originally signed up for. But I guess I have to accept that anyway.
I really hate school. I really don't see the point in it anymore. Senior year is probably the most pointless year at my school. I'm in yearbook right now, and I don't have a deadline until January 10th. Which I'm already done wiht, by the way. And I'm bored. I shouldn't be, but I'm bored. My boyfriend is being a complete asshole right now, and it's annoying the shit out of me. He was perfectly fine last night, and then he went into auto-pilot asshole. Most.Annoying.Shit.Ever. And I'm supposed to see him tonight. Of course, whenever I get to work (which someone from my class is on the phone with my work right now) he'll make up some excuse and be like "oh, sorry, I can't hang out." Yeah, you can, you're just being an ass and don't want to. But whatever, I guess. Ugh. I'm just getting so mad writing this and being in these surroundings.
People in high school need to learn to grow up, and realize that there's more to life than complaining, getting drunk, and having sex with people you just met. BUT OF COURSE, the people in my class will be lucky if they ever learn one of the few.